Speaking To Me

It's hard to find the words to say
but I need to let this voice ring out
cuz when i hide i die inside just a little more each day
It's easy just to fall in line
say that nothing really comes to mind
I never could, I never felt, that I could live that way
Baby it blows my mind 
You got a language that I've only ever heard inside my mind
Heard inside
Like a mirror shining back at me
Your voice is ringing round eternally
you're in my mind somehow, in my mind
Speaking to me
If you never said another word
I would know just what you meant to say
You look at me, it's clear as air
And closer every day
Let me sing a little on my own
Let me show you what I've always known
I am the one, you are the one
And we are more together
How do I fit? Who do I follow?
I will follow your voice out of this darkened room
When I can't see a thing, can't imagine tomorrow
I will follow your voice out of the dark

Lockdown Lullaby

Never knew how quiet it could be, til all the world lay dead
Stretched out in the middle of highway 1, nothing flying overhead
Oh, and you, breathe in through my body, oh and you
See the world through my eyes

Something got lost in lockdown, babe something still don't feel right
Nothing means what it used to mean try as hard as I might, oh and 
I wanted to become something new, not the same old little light
Forever wishing I was somewhere else, forever half awake at night

Me and you sleeping so silently 
Me and you dreaming defiantly

Your Old Life

Your old life disappears in the blink of an eye
And your whole life lies in wait like a stranger at night
You say: you’ll find it soon, it’s written in blood by the light of the moon
But I just see you draw within, the breath you take that you can’t forgive
When your old life starts again

Think it over; there are demons you’ll never outrun
Sweep it under; pull the covers up over the sun
You say: you’ve been blind, they’ve been selling you hope
You’ve been borrowing time
And your whole life just might depend on this

All that once was broken mended
All the gardens neatly tended
All the shiny silver spended
All the castles undefended

All the things that we pretended
All the movies we attended
All the light your anger bended
All the castles undefended

All the people you offended
All the hurt that we intended
Al the fools that you befriended
All the castles undefended

Your old life disappears in the blink of an eye
And your whole life lies awake like a soldier at night
You say you’ll find it soon it’s written in blood by the light of moon
And your whole life just might depend on this

I Can Never Die

I was in the bathtub, I was worrying about winking 
Out of existence
I was in the bathtub, Wondering who the hell I was
Wondering what it feels like to stop existing

Then suddenly I feel the question isn't real 
Cuz I'm not really here at all

So I can never die cuz I'm not really here at all
I'm not really here at all

I was in the airport, I was somewhere in my 30's 
A little bit lost, yeah
I was in the airpot, I screwed my eyes shut
And visualized a world where  I never existed

When I opened up my eyes 
I saw the world hadn't changed at all
What a Wonderful Shopping Mall
So I can never die cuz I'm not really here at all

You tell me you are sure that
We'll meet again someday when this world is over
I hope it brings you comfort in your fall from grace
But I won't know your face from an empty page